EP217: Pixie Dust Pep Talk - Notice First. Lead Second.
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Self-awareness often gets framed as an abstract leadership trait — something you either have or you don't. Or it gets dismissed as too "soft" or too "woo-woo" to bring into a business conversation.
I'm on a mission to change that. My mission is to make self-awareness cool. Because it is cool. It is truly the pixie dust that allows us to become the leader and the person we most want to be — to have the impact we most want to have. It is everything.
And if you think about it in real life, self-awareness shows up in really practical moments: when something irritates you, when you get defensive, when your energy shifts, when a conversation doesn't land the way you thought it would. When you feel yourself holding back. When something gives you a jolt of excitement or a motivating energy.
Those moments are information. They are very useful data.
Self-Awareness vs. Emotional Intelligence: What's the Difference?
Emotional intelligence — often referred to as EQ — is frequently celebrated as the leadership skill, and it is critically important. But there is a nuance between self-awareness and emotional intelligence that I think is worth slowing down for.
Emotional intelligence without self-awareness just becomes performance. Self-awareness without emotional intelligence becomes self-absorption.
The magic is that they work together — but in a particular order. Self-awareness is the foundation.
Self-awareness answers questions like:
What am I feeling?
What story am I telling myself?
What patterns do I default to under pressure?
How do other people experience me?
What energy am I bringing into the room?
What are the limiting beliefs that hold me back?
What are the biases that get in my way?
Self-awareness is about internal clarity. It is noticing your own reactions, your own beliefs, your own thoughts — before you try to manage anyone else's.
If self-awareness is missing, you might be able to name your emotions but not identify the triggers. You might talk about empathy but still react defensively. You might be able to read the room but misread yourself.
EQ Is the Application — But Self-Awareness Comes First
Once that internal foundation is in place, we move into emotional intelligence. EQ is the application — it's what you do with the awareness. EQ includes things like:
Regulating your responses
Reading other people's emotions
Navigating conflict
Building trust
Responding rather than reacting
But here's the thing: if you skip self-awareness, emotional intelligence can turn into strategy or a checklist. You end up managing impressions, adjusting your tone, doing all the "right" things — but it's not grounded in that internal knowing. And people can feel that.
You can't regulate what you do not recognize. You cannot repair what you cannot see. You cannot build true connection if you're disconnected from yourself.
So it starts with self-awareness. Then emotional intelligence grows from there in a really meaningful way.
What Self-Awareness Actually Is (and Isn't)
Self-awareness is not about overthinking or self-judgment. It's about noticing.
I know many people — many of the leaders I coach, and honestly myself included — who have a tendency to overthink, to get in their own heads, and then judge themselves for it. The self-awareness piece is noticing that pattern, knowing it, and then knowing what to do with it going forward.
It is about the pause.
When we notice things, our instinct is often to react right away — to self-judge, to take it out on someone else, to reach for a habit that isn't helpful. But when we are aware, we can pause before we react. And that is where the magic is.
Pausing creates choice.
Instead of responding automatically, you get to decide. Instead of repeating unhelpful patterns, you get to adjust. Instead of making assumptions, you get to get curious.
Self-awareness isn't necessarily about fixing yourself. It is an invitation to understand yourself.
What Self-Aware Leaders Do Differently
Here's what I know about leaders who have done the work of building self-awareness:
They recover more quickly from missteps. They communicate more clearly. They make more meaningful connections. They repair relationships more effectively. And they master emotional intelligence at a much higher level.
Nobody gets it right all the time — even the most self-aware people. But they notice sooner and respond with more intention. That is what matters.
And please remember this: awareness is not about being harder on yourself. It is about being more honest.
What Do You Think?
What am I noticing about myself that is useful information — not self-judgment?
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